trying hard to let go of this feeling i had inside.but im no almighty.im just human flesh and blood im made.its sad bcoz i thought my friends got my back.but i was wrong..they are the ones that give me this crap i had to face all this while.and now i know who are my real friends and who are not.man...how much can a man take?i almost lost everything that im been fighting for.why it has to be this way..what have i done to deserve this?